Blog #5

I’m on my Big Boy Shit Today

Just got back from a good workout. Was definitely a struggle today. Broke almost everyone of those rules that I wrote about the other day. Took about 5 shots of bourbon last night. Safe to say that was a mistake. Success isn’t linear fam. I take two steps forward and one step back. That’s alright we’re still moving forward. Drunk grubhubbed about 50 dollars worth of food. Also a mistake.

Still cranked out my workout though, that’s what’s important. That’s big boy shit. You feel like ass sometimes but you got to do some shit you don’t want to do. Big Boy Shit. I do feel a little better after my workout. Still not feeling like flowers but we’re getting there. Made myself a nice post workout shake and doing my therapy. This is my therapy. There is nothing terribly wrong with me. I think most people would benefit from doing something like this. I am probably more analytical than the average person but not like rainman or some shit.

Life isn’t stagnant. You’re either getting better or getting worse. Last night I got a little worse and today I’m getting a little better. Going to finish up my smoothie and then do some cooking for my lunches this week. Got a walk in when I got back to my apartment this morning and I’ll probably go for another one after I’m done cooking.

Just got a new album for my car also. It’s ‘Rearrange Us’ by Mt. Joy. Fucking fire. Wasn’t too crazy about it at first but I kept listening to it and I got fired up by a couple of the songs. They’re very good. I can associate certain periods of my life to the albums and the music I was listening to at the time. That’s really why I like buying CD albums for my car. My car is also from the paleolithic era so I can’t play Spotify through it. Even if/when I get a new car I think I will still buy CD’s. The CD’s that I own represent points in my life. When I’ve made breakthrough’s and when I’ve made setback’s. Usually followed very closely to each other.

I also drunk texted two girls last night. One probably hates my guts (rightly) and the other is probably like ‘what the fuck?’ I’m not going to do that anymore. That’s super shitty.

Still haven’t decided whether or not I’m going to send that letter I wrote. It’s sitting right next to me as I type this. I honestly don’t even know how to send a letter. I imagine it’s not too difficult. Just need an envelope and some stamps. I’ll YouTube it and send the nicest fucking letter you’ve ever seen.

Get on your Big Boy Shit Today Fellas.